Love either makes you incredibly strong
Or it makes you incredibly weak
It can build you up
And make you so happy you feel like you could fly
It can make you see things brighter
Make you run faster
Make you work harder
Make you smile wider
Make you the best version of yourself
But there is also love that can make you weak
It can break down your walls
Sneak into your deepest fears
It can make you delusional
It can make you unreasonable
And unrealistic
It can make you crazy
And some people need that
They need that to find themselves
They need someone to pry at them
Pry until the raw version of themselves is exposed
A version of themselves they knew existed
It can strip down the insecurities
And the pain
And the past
And it can heal the cracks from past heartbreaks
Love can make you
Or love can destroy you
You have destroyed me
And its the heartbreak from being in love that changes you
It makes you bitter
And sad
And angry
And disgusted
And hard
And cynical
It changes you
And I don’t know that i’ll ever see the same
I feel like I need to go out and find myself again
A part of me wishes I’d never met you
A part of me knows I was supposed to
You have a part of me now
Take care of it
And one day,
Please give it back
I want to be whole again.
Moving on 